i told i told i told i told
i've never told anyone (except you guys) before...
it's a secret right? secret's are for keeping, NOT for telling. WHY DON'T I UNDERSTAND THAT.
did he sympathize? no.
was he disgusted? no.
did he even care? no.
and finally, did this work out for me? no.
awesome, this day is going fabulously! i can honestly say, i hate my life right now, i hate it. i never thought i could want to stop existing more than i do right at this moment.
and that's exactly what i'll do. i'll starve and starve until all that still exists of me is bones. maybe a little bit of skin but if it has an ounce of fat on it, nope, not allowed.
thanks for putting up with my rant. i'm going to go watch tv and smolder. xox.