i just tried to make a list of things that make me happy.
i could only come up with four.
cool. life is good.
also, i'm giving up on this no blogging until i'm 123, i'm still trying to get there, but i miss you girls.
i've been realizing lately how alone i really am. i can't talk to J anymore, my school friends have all changed and are different people now, my parents hate me, and my camp friends are basically gone.
i'm almost entirely and completely alone.
and i hate it.