fuck chinese food. my intake for today was somewhere around 30 calories.
it's about 600 now.
and i know this isn't the first post on here where chinese food has ruined my day...
staying up and not going to bed tonight so i can do my sit ups and jumping jacks.
i'm so close to purging, i can't think of anything that would feel better than throwing up right now.
but i can't. i promised myself.
no puking and no pills.
they're just so tempting...