I've been gone forever and I'm reallyy sorry. I was waiting to come up with something really touching and meaningful to write about what happened when I was gone, buuut... nothing really happened. I gained and I lost over and over, staying around the same weight. There were a lot of times when I didn't have any internet connection but there were a lot of times when I did and had the opportunity to update and just didn't. It's not like I didn't miss you guys and your wonderful posts and inspiration, but I felt like I was coming back empty handed. I had the time to lose tons of weight, I had the time to go through the recovery process, I had the time to make big changes in my life, but I didn't. I left with the intentions of coming back with a different outlook, but it never happened, I'm the same.
but I'm happy to be back. xox