fuck chinese food. my intake for today was somewhere around 30 calories.

it's about 600 now. 

and i know this isn't the first post on here where chinese food has ruined my day...

i'm pathetic. 

staying up and not going to bed tonight so i can do my sit ups and jumping jacks.

i'm so close to purging, i can't think of anything that would feel better than throwing up right now.

but i can't. i promised myself.

no puking and no pills.

they're just so tempting...