what happens after?

what happens after i reach my goal weight, will there be another?

what do i do if i reach that goal too? at 60 pounds, what if no one cares?

but what if i recover? what then?

what will i do with all this ana knowledge?

the bmi of a 5 foot 7 girl, any weight,

the amount of calories in any possible food,

how to disguise your starvation from your family,

how to starve,

how to die.

and what if this ends it all.

no college, no marriage, no future.

no sustainable organs, no fat,

no life.

what happens then?

what do i do now?