J hurt me more than i ever thought he could.

the only thing worse than watching him feel horrible about it is the fact that i'll never able to forgive him.

i can't stop crying. i'm barely alive. i've never needed to feel empty more than i do now.

this isn't my post saying that i'm back, i just needed to say something, i don't know, i'm alive. there.

i'll be back soon, it may be longer than i planned but i'm on my way.